I’m never gunna attract the worm :'(

more like why do I have 47,348 indeed job alerts even though I’ve repeatedly blocked them and flagged as spam

Just remember that nearly 7 million people died worldwide from covid, so I don’t quite understand your use of quotation marks there. It absolutely was a reason to panic, I’m also not sure what your connection is between covid in Italy and cricket flower. Please keep your conspiracy theory bullshit tucked deeply away in your dysfunctional brain because people like you are the primary reason so many lives were upended.

Been unemployed and in tremendous pain for several months, lost my insurance, can’t afford my meds, medical marijuana card expired so my insomnia and sleep paralysis are back, as are all my neurological ailments like waking up with no feeling in my legs and an intense crawling tingle in my spine. That all pales in comparison to the shitstorm in my brain. I just want to sleep but at this point it’s worse than being sleep deprived. Honestly considering crawling out to the woods and feeding myself to the local bears

this is why I always wear my inflatable buttplug to social gatherings