I buy two copies of Terraria in times of peace, I buy two copies in war. I buy two copies when I buy two copies, Then I buy two more.

It’s not that they don’t “get it” - it’s tat they actively want to fuck other people, even if that means fucking themselves. They have the mentality of suicide-bombers, willing to sacrifice themselves to harm others.

No; correct punishment also educates. That is the ultimate purpose of punishment, to educate the correct way to behave. You won’t learn the correct way to behave until I teach you - at least, I cannot expect you to know anything I don’t teach to you myself. Punishment shows the way forward while closing off the way backward.

I’m not the one hating people - at worst, I have your unjust behavior. I just want to be treated fairly, like you do your friends. I just want the same shot they got - but humanity has proven that it would rather die than treat me fairly because it defines itself by how many people it overpowers. You all hate me because I refuse to submit to you, refuse to destroy myself and make myself a copy of you. You hate me because I insist on being myself and not your slave. You are the one hating here; I’m just sick and tired of being lied to.

People are people everywhere - which means they are raging, malignant narcissists who prey on the isolated and unpopular. No one is “pretty nice” except to their exclusive social circles that no one else is allowed in.

I only have five years left to live. None of this will come true.

Others attitudes towards you starts with you. Try to change it.

I spent my entire childhood doing that, and all your reaction was to resist me and make sure nothing I did would change your mind.

Think about this logically: why would you ever consent to letting me change your mind? Why would you let me take control of you and start deleting who you were? Let me destroy your authority over your mind by letting me modify it? Of course you wouldn’t do that. You wouldn’t let some stranger break into your house - why would you let them break into you mind?!?

If a parent did parent “as you do”, they would be a literal abusive parent.

Which I know no human really has a problem with, because my parents did worse, and you applauded them and copied what they did and tortured me yourselves.

If you are in a shitty situation, try to get out

There is no “out” - my shitty situation is life on Earth, stuck here with humankind. And before you mention it, “moving” is what triggered everyone’s abuse in the first place. You assholes assert I “don’t belong” anywhere on this planet- that why you all want me in chains or dead.

Try to find happiness friend.

Oh, so I can be an addict, like you? So I can be strung out on happiness, and resort to worse and worse behavior to get the same high?

Every person who abused and abuses me is strung out on happiness; they have to torture me in order to get their next “fix”. Happiness is a drub that drives people to evil. I will not succumb to evil; I will not hook myself on your line.

Please, please take it.

Why beg, when you can simply rape me with it, just like everyone else does?

I and everyone here deserves a healthy and positive environment for discourse.

That’s hypocritical - you’d never allow me to have a healthy and positive environment, and you’d punish anyone who contributed to one. I am the other to you, and you think I am infinitely “beneath” you, and worthy only of “punishment” and domination.

Even with people who are genuinely trying to listen to you and have a conversation with you even past the point where you’ve proven that impossible.

NO ONE IS GENUINE TO ME!!!

Quit propagating this lie! I’m sick and tired of this bullshit. I know what you’re doing and I’m sick and tired of people like you gaslighting me by telling me you’re not doing what I clearly see you are.

Again, please seek help for the benefit of yourself and the people who have to be around you. Remember mental illness is not your fault, but it is your responsibility.

NO!!! What I am and what I’m doing to you is the consequences for what you all did to me as a child. My responsibility is to make sure you receive those consequences. If I fail that responsibility, you will abuse an entire new generation of children, and that would be partially my fault for not stopping you, as all of you are too defective to stop yourselves.

You don’t want a solution - you want to make the problem worse, because the worse I have it, the easier it is for you and your friends to prey upon me.

People vowed in my childhood to make sure everyone rejected me to isolate me, alienate me, and “farm” me for every resource I could get while trying to keep all resources away from me to get me to break down and submit to their slavery.

Screw you, asshole. Who the hell are you to command others to harm me?

I’m not narcissistic, and I didn’t “fail” at anything. Your refusal to act in good faith is not my failing.

What you’re contributing to this entire space is not healthy or positive.

You don’t deserve “healthy or positive” - and rewarding you for abusing me will only encourage you to abuse me more. You have to be punished until you stop; until you think differently. Your resistance to my parenting is not my failure.

Proof positive that humans are manipulative scum.

Reported for advocation of violence against a user.

Moving is what started this whole mess; moving made me an “invader” that “didn’t belong” to where he was moved to. That’s why people are wiling to kill me to get rid of me.

I am laying low, but I’ve been in the same spot longer than anyone else around here - it’s the only reason I’m still alive today.

And it’s not “my” “dominance thing” - it’s part of human nature and it’s the source of the conflict. People demand that I grovel to them, be perfectly obedient to them, and I refuse.

Do you have any recommendations for me?

Reconsider your morality? Get some moral integrity?

Was that a Freudian slip?

…no? I didn’t write it wrong.

I do not think of myself as inferior. Or superior.

Sure you don’t.

Why would I attack you? As I said in the beginning: No amount of flailing will make me hate you.

And as I have said throughout: I won’t take anything you say at face value. You have no reason to talk to me if you’re not trying to lie to me somehow.

There is no such thing as “earning” a social connection. You don’t deserve them, you cannot earn them or buy them or trade them. Again, you forge them. They are a product of mutual vulnerability and compatibility.

This is absolute bullshit.

1. “Forge” has no clear definition here; this is just a weasel word used to justify arbitrary rejection in bad faith.
2. There is no such thing as “mutual vulnerability” - by definition, if one person is “vulnerable” the other person is psychologically compelled to attack them. Humans are as predator species, jackass.
3. I have no “mutual compatibility” with any human being, and cannot become compatible without throwing away my very soul.

a warped, transactional point of view.

Those are your transactions - “transactional” is your invention. I only adopted in the last couple of months because it’s the only thing you crazed, irrational motherfuckers understand. Anything you assholes do is less rational, less functional.

You must go farther than that.

I’ve gone much farther than that, only to be mocked for being gullible enough to believe that anyone would treat me well in return. Your insistence that I “must go farther than that” is simply your attempt to trick me into falling for that con again. What do I have to do to convince you assholes I’ll never be that gullible again?

Why do you assume the entire world is telling lies about you?

Why do you believe the massive list of names people called me throughout school weren’t lies? Because the only reason one would ask that question is if you believe that all of those names - including those that directly contradict each other - are true.

Why do you believe people wouldn’t simply adopt very successful strategies? People calling me names succeeded in making me modify my behavior; It would be zero-intelligence 8stupid* for anyone to witness that success and say to themselves, “I’m going to throw away that perfectly successful strategy that achieves my aims and instead do something completely unproven”.

Once on e bully did something to me in school, the entire school did it, almost immediately. It’s as if they didn’t have free wills - and I have yet to find any evidence that they gained that free will. I have seen a scientific paper recently that explains how mental laziness makes people gullible and prone to brainwashing.

Why do you care what other people say about you?

Because what people think drives what they do, and what people say spreads virally until no one has an original thought in their heads. It’s what they do that matters - and what they do is act in bad faith, destroy everything I own, and go out of their way to become and obstacle between me and everything need to survive.

Where are you that you genuinely think most people want to murder and dominate you

Earth.

what attempts have you made to relocate to somewhere more amenable to you?

Relocation is what started the abuse. Relocation made me an “invader”, a person who “didn’t belong here” and people were willing to kill to get rid of.

Moving again simply means there are two gangs of people trying to kill me.

Do you find beauty in nature? Do you frequently engage with nature?

No, and no. I do not conceptualize “beauty”.

How many social media accounts do you have?

Two. I refuse to go on either Facebook or whatever Elon calls his garbage fire now.

When was the last time you went to a social event by yourself where you know absolutely no one?

I never knew anyone. I cannot remember names. I’ve never been to a social event unless you count school itself.

How much time per day do you spend on self improvement, be it mental or physical?

8+ hours - more on weekends. The moment I fail to improve myself is the moment the rest of the world catches up - and I die.

What are your goals for the immediate future?

Survive.

And further out?

Survive.

Cheers, my angry friend.

Don’t ever falsely accuse me of being your friend ever again.

But most people don’t spend their waking moments trying to enforce these tribalisms.

That doesn’t matter. As long as they are enforced, “how often” doesn’t factor in. You only have to blow out an “invader” 's brain once.

As they get older, most people become generally better at thinking things through. Less likely to act on impulse, and more likely to listen to others. They learn about viewpoints way outside their own and start to become less self-absorbed. At least that’s my experience of growing around my peers.

Absolute horseshit. This stopped occurring in the early 20th century - if not earlier than that.

Not only that, but you’ve seemingly driven yourself into an almost schizophrenic delusion that everybody is after you, looking for a chance to tear you down in whatever way they can. That’s just not the case.

Then explain to me why exactly zero people supported me during my childhood. Not my parents not my peers, not school faculty, NO ONE.

If you can’t explain that with statistical logic, without resorting to sucking off the human species, you’re full of shit.

If your tendency is to explode on anyone who disagrees about your worldview, to compare them to murderers, then I’m afraid you might just be the problem in your lack of a social life

I’m not trying to have a social life anymore - you assholes proved that you’d sacrifice your lives to prevent that in my junior high.

I’m trying to secure my survival against a species that refuses to control itself. A species of rabid dogs that put on airs. You don’t just “disagree about my worldview” - you’re trying to annihilate my very identity so you can enslave me with your bullshit ideas.

I WILL NOT INTERNALIZE YOUR BULLSHIT, NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU FIGHT ME!!!

Now why would I do that. Humanity aside that’s strategically unsound: Fearful people are not at the full extent of their abilities. And if we are are to, what, hunt mammoths or some shit I’d rather have you at your best.

You know goddamned why; you’re not fooling me. You hate me because I prove your belief that that you’re inferior. And you don’t want me “at your best” because that results in me killing you the next time you attack me.

on the contrary, they want to see you fly and soar

That would be suicidal for them. Do you expect me to believe they’re openly suicidal?

How do you clearly distinguish between those ends people aim for?

No one is trying to “get me out of there” and anyone who’s trying to convince there is is exactly the people I need to destroy first - because they are the boldest liars.

“Everyone is out to get me” is not an answer to that question, it’s a cop-out, it’s avoidance.

That’s your strawman.

If there was a single decent human being among the billions we are, and you might just by chance stumble across them one day… would you be able to tell that they’re the exception?

It wouldn’t matter, because a single person wouldn’t make a difference. In fact, the idea of a “single person” is an oxymoron; an “individual” is just meat. Personhood comes from group membership; no “individual” is a “person” until a group recognizes them as such.

The social atom is the group, no the individual bag of meat. A human being’s worth literally comes from the group; one’s own estimate of worth is hopelessly biased and therefore perfectly invalid.

No, I don’t. My perspective is the correct one, and your bullshit is simply propaganda you’re gullible enough to be fed.

I will not believe anything else - especially if a lying human being sells it.

Finally, there ARE NO LIKE MINDED PEOPLE TO ME!!! The entire fucking problem is that you idiots sacrificed your minds for your happiness drug. I don’t want your “happiness” - I want moral integrity, and you want to kill me because that’s what I chose.