I think there is a subset who thinks shota is ‘cute’ but don’t find themselves attracted to it or lusting after its depictions, but I think it’s a small group…

I was in denial for a time, telling myself I was just attracted to ‘adult features’ or that I thought a boy would be handsome when he grew up. It took awhile to realize I actively LIKE boys and want to pursue relationships with them. I still haven’t, as I haven’t yet had the opportunity. Hoping that will change soon.