Heartache for me. The girl I was with decided her life didn’t have enough time for me anymore. She probably made the right choice. Still, it hurts to spend your time wanting someone to hold and express affection to, and feeling like you are running out of time before you have nothing to offer anymore. How many chances are left when you are 40, short, and work in the dismal world of retail? Hope is something I’m having a hard time finding some days.