Or in other words, do you wish you were born “fitting in” to the society we live in? Why or why not?
This might be a divisive question so please remember to be civil and respectful.
I believe we should all be proud of our trans identities and how they help make up the beautiful complex people we are, but with rising transphobia around the world, we’ve been pressured to hide this aspect of ourselves and even feel shame or internalized transphobia. It’s important to keep in mind that transphobia and bigotry are learned traits. Not something people are born with. Our society as well as influential people in our lives shape these viewpoints out of fear and lack of understanding.
I think this is why so many of us that fall under a binary trans umbrella (including myself) are overly concerned with passing in public. Or “presenting as cis” vs being comfortable with where we are in our process.
Does being concerned with passing mean we wish we were cis? Or is it more of a self defense we have developed to keep ourselves safe even if that means going “stealth” and hiding big aspects of our identity?
What are your thoughts? Do you wish you were cis instead of trans? Why is that?
**EDIT: When writing and thinking about this post, I did not fully consider how different perspectives may view this question. I wrote it using my own experience as a mostly binary trans woman and in turn it excludes a lot of non-binary perspectives.
I apologize for excluding any of our wonderful transiblings from discussion. I’ll keep this in mind moving forward and love each and every one of you!
All the love, -Olivia**
every time i see this question asked, my answer is “Maybe?”
I don’t think I’d be the same person, but i know that person I’d be instead would feel substantially better than how i feel now. i would probably not have met my friends i have now, and i would probably have never met my current girlfriend.
But at the same time, I don’t think I’d trade the world for this adopted family I’ve made, and being trans gave me the opportunity to find empathy for so many people that deserve all the love in this world. 🏳️⚧️
plus it’s never going to happen unfortunately, so part of me hates wasting emotional energy on the thought when i could be using that energy mourning the childhood I could have given myself. (half joking)