So i still have depression and im constantly bored, i feel like a loser who cant do anything right. I want to let my creativeness out, make something i can share with the world or family, but im probably dreaming too big. I cant stand being depressed and bored, it stinks, everyone tells me to work out but i lack the motivation to do so.
i usually just watch youtube all day while complaining to family members that have no idea what to do about me.
Came here to say this and glad someone else mentioned it. You first need to focus on yourself so a simple outdoor activity such as walking, cycling, hiking , etc and then slow introduction to social settings and tabletop d&d is a fantastic forum for that. There are tons of online games (ie roll20) that you can look into if you have anxiety when meeting people in person.