So I’ve been detoxing for my medication. And what sucks is like, I can’t like Focus? Or think if that makes any sense at all. Like when I have my medication I’m like all up on my phone, I’m reading, I’m cleaning, playing with my cats, I’m doing something. And without it I just feel like a fucking zombie. So I’ve just been constantly sleeping and like now when it hits night time I can’t fucking go to bed so I’m just painfully awake that’s what I call it. I don’t have my sleeping medication so I’m just here fucking awake. Meditation helps a lot but I use the wysa app. And I’m pretty much blown through all of them already I guess. It just fucking sucks feeling this way and I almost feel like it’s not even worth it to be quite honest with you.
Working from home, so I can sleep in, look like a slob, and have easy access to naps. Of course the naps make it hard to sleep the next night, it’s a vicious cycle.