I wrote this song while driving, the lyrics came naturally as it was something i was feeling and i have dedicated many hours of my life to writing songs. It took maybe 30 minutes of formatting it inside of my head and singing softly to find the right melody and choosing which words to emphasize. The melody was inspired by a gothic rock song i heard yesterday and the inspiration for it…. Too personal to say here on public chat. I guess i get lost in my thoughts and although im not insane i cant stop whst im feeling sp i guess this was just my form of expression. Better than drinking down at a bar and spilling my guts out to some half removed bar keeper at 1 in the morning lol